The Dumbfounding
When you walked here, took skin, muscle, hair, eyes, larynx, we withheld all honor: "His house is clay, how can he tell us of his far country ?"
Your not familiar pace in flesh, across the waves, woke only our distrust. Twice-torn we cried "A ghost" and only on our planks counted you fast.
Dust wet with your spittle cleared mortal trouble. We called you a blasphemer, a devil-tamer.
The evening you spoke of going away we could not stay. All legions massed. You had to wash, and rise, alone, and face out of the light, for us.
You died. We said, "The worst is true, our bliss has come to this."
When you were seen by men in holy flesh again we hoped so despairingly for such report we closed their windpipes for it.
Now you have sought and seek, in all our ways, all thoughts, streets, musics--and we make of these a din trying to lock you out, or in, to be intent. And dying.
Yet you are constant and sure, the all-lovely, all-men's way to that far country.
Winning one, you again all ways would begin life: to make new flesh, to empower the weak in nature to restore or stay the sufferer;
lead through the garden to trash, rubble, hill, where, the outcast's outcast, you sound dark's uttermost, strangely light-brimming, until time be full.
Margaret Avison, The Dumbfounding Labels: Quotes
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